Lonely Day

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
Lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can’t
Go back to bed
It’s gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It’s gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something’s wrong
But nobody knows what’s going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It’s shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

Thank You Adam Frazier, and Steve Rawls and "The Queen of Hearts" for introducing me to this song. "Lonely Day" by Phantom Planet, is pretty much how I feel on a day to day basis anymore. I have no driving force in this world anymore. There really isn't anything that pushes me anymore. I spend my life going through the motions, just getting by.

I looked back into my Junior scrapbook my mom made, and found pictures of me and Kelly before Prom. I look back at those times, and realize that they were the happiest I have ever been. I didn't have a care in the world, aside for me and her. Things clicked during those 2-1/2, 3 months. Nothing ever seemed to go wrong.

Today hasn't been terrible, played some Windwaker and have been doing a little beach week planning. I watched Jerry Maguire for the first time in a long time, which excited me. I talked to Jesse for a good hour and a half, and that was good. I have been throughly excited about my Amazon order of Good Burger and The Nightmare Before Christmas.

Dopeman, Dopeman's got another big plan
to sell it to you or anyone he can
because this is much better than minimum wage
no matter how things work he's still gonna get paid
think about it for a minute more -
it's either work at McDonalds or the corner store
a quick money fix from a deal or 2
when a decision comes down
what would you do?
you take - take a welfare state
or a dopeman's fate
and keep the cycle spinnin' round

Dopeman, Dopeman's got the upperhand
people wanna get as much as they can
because those reasons they'll always stay the same
and for some people it's the only way to stay sane
and think about it for a minute more -
a life of crime or hangin' round the liquor store
a quick drug fix to get you through
when the decision comes down
what would you do?